pointless journal. im bored, it is 3:33am. and i gotta work in 7 hours.


tired.

Can someone help me? i have a problem with saying what is on my mind, let me know if i can talk to you.

Plus I have a problem with actually speaking and know what to say with anything. Literally.

OK, so it's been donkies years since i've been on here, so let me elaborate everything that has happened since the last time i wrote a journal. Since this is what a journal is for, write things that happens in my life.


I have now lost 25lbs. I never thought i would see the day where i can fit into a 35 again. I have new friends, Chris, Richard, Cornflake, Derrick, and other people, but i don't care about them. Chris is now my bestest best friend forever. He has no clue why he is, but i never really get the time to explain to him, plus I don't think he cares to know, as long as we are friends, me and him don't care. Anyone who disses him shall pay the price of losing their penis. I was the first person ever in MSHS to get a 100% on any math test. I feel like a geek now. I experienced my first "Mardi Gras" in the US, and it was fun, find out what my friend did here [link] The person who killed my little brother (not blood brother but was very very very good friends) is now dead, thank god for that, he deserved to die. Tom Ray was a douchebag anyway. (I miss you Matthew, you shall NEVER EVER be forgotten.) But before Tom Ray was killed he killed another one of my long time friends, Robert. Which sucks camels penis. My Uncle Claude died, in Albeqerque, NM. He was a great man. I will never forget the first words i heard him say "Not worth the shit". I might be asking a girl out pretty soon, everyone wish me luck on it. I will be buying a 1986 Chevy Camaro soon. Just need a job to pay the insurance. I've started drawing again, thanks to Chris. I've lost weight, thanks to Chris. I've started reading books again, thanks to Chris. Basically Chris has done a lot for me lately. I've learned a lot from him and he doesn't notice it. I don't think anyone has noticed that he's the one that has made me a better person.

I say that my life has been great. All the deaths are pretty just normal for life since no one can live forever. But the great things like Chris being in my life, I look at that as a blessing, an honour, and a privilege that I sometimes feel that i don't deserve. All the good times that i've had with Tom, Chris, and all my good friends, it's an honour to be a part of their lives, and I thank them for not ditching me after all the stupid stuff that i've done and said. They really are true friends. Thank You Tom & Chris.


Thanks for reading.

woooooooooooooo, ye, go Mustangs!!!!!!!!!!! we won the game 44 - 34 against out rivals, St. Marys aka St. Fairys.





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Bye!!!

WOW, i met my grandma and truly i have to say, she is the only sane grandma i have. bonfire was cool, introduced my dad to every1, and tom didnt show up. he sed he was goin to throw some smoke bombs in the fire, but truly i think he couldnt get away with it cus of all the cops there.